Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Luigi 拯救钟灵生?

Hell Boy back to hell...???
haha =>
大家是否觉得在钟灵里 很久没见到 他呢?
可能永远没在校园里见到他了,
反而你将会看到另一个他……
他身形有点矮小(不是perli)
头戴着鸭嘴帽
手穿我们平时操步穿的白色手套
你只需对他微微地笑
他就会对你打手势
不是打中指,而是彬彬有礼
和蔼可亲,
有时还会问候你
不是没礼貌地问候你妈妈……
他应该是这星期才上班的guard
我观察了两天,发现他有点像Mr. Bean,



有时像Just Follow The Law 里的 guard……


后来今天放学再看,有了conclusion,
他最像Mario 里面的 Luigi



哈哈……

哦对了,有个坏消息,
form 4 的兄弟们……
很抱歉的,华语试卷可能重考
sh*t, 我还以为解脱了,哪里知道……
听到了这消息,我仿佛感觉到丁香姐姐的忧愁了……

所以你一定要到
http://www.luvhuai.blogspot.com
解散你的忧愁…… 哈哈

Monday, September 22, 2008

钱不够用2

刚在家看了这部电影
让我连续掉了2次眼泪,哭了两次……
还劲过‘家好月圆’……
映像最深的是那位老婆婆被送到安老院的情况,
还有她牺牲自己救孙女的决定……
让我顿时想起我祖母对我的关照……
她现在过了65将近入70 了,身子没什么健康……
但还依然在家里,每天问候我
‘明天有没有回来吃饭?’
‘为什么今天那么迟?今天有没有补习?’
上星期,补习老师‘生病’, 到澳洲‘医病’,
她问我“今天不是有补习的吗?老师偷懒,还是你偷懒?”
原来,她每一次问我有没有补习是为了要沟通……
我自小就是她带大的,我整天冲那么多次凉也是她影响的……
那天中秋节到了,她知道我喜欢吃‘冰皮豆沙月饼’,
每天催三姑买给我吃……
她知道我裤子破了,就叫姑姑帮我买……
行动不方便,但是每当我病时,
救一拐一拐的,到房间来看我……
我记得上星期老师要我写《我期待的一天》
我写了期待的那一天是今天……
那篇作文里面的大多因素也是为了她……
我记得小时我说过长大后要赚钱养她,
现在的我, 诚心向天祈祷,希望我有这么的机会……
因为我欠她的实在太多了……

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Geng...Keat... dunno hw to describe....

walao... saw these few muscles on net... someone sent me the mail....
when i first saw these pics... i was like...
wtf....!?! lehleh... so big...
they eat cows for breakfasts,
horses for lunch,
tigers for dinners and
goats for snacks izzit?
siao eh!!! but i won't get myself into this size...!!! haha...
















































我顿时想起一个人……
相信你们也会想起他……
我不会讨厌他,因为我当他是朋友,
但是在那么多位朋友,死党当中,
我最担心的是他……
肌肉在大块也是没用,
难道你以后要做苦力吗?
大家都认识你,也认同你的实力,
有麝自然香……不必作那么多无谓的东西了……
态度还是最重要……
我们大家态度还不真么好,但是大家都有去改进,
因为我们知道,以后的日子,大多都是靠态度而不是肌肉来生活……
那一天的冲突,我只能说抱歉(如果有我不对的地方)
但是在这里,我不是要射你,而是希望你可以改进……
任何得罪的地方,再次说抱歉!

Tagged by Yeoh Zhi Hong

Starting time: 7.31pm
Name: Noel Chin Ziyang
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 10-11
Height: 173cm
Where do you live: Penang
Favourite drinks: Juices, soft drinks, tea, beer... depends on mood
Favourite breakfast: depends


Have you ever Swam in the ocean: ya
Fallen asleep at school: Yes
Broken someone's heart: emm chai
Fell off your chair: yes
Saved e-mails: i don't delete...
What is your room like: 'equip'
What's right beside you: books, pc,hand phone, clock, etc.
What is the last thing you ate: porridge for dinner


Ever had
Chicken pox: nope
Sore throat: seldom
Stitches: on my left thigh
Broken nose: no


Do you
Believe in love at first sight: maybe
Like picnics: depends on who is with me


Who was were the last person
You danced with: scout members, JTC 2008
Last made you smile: Father Augustine Wong, Parish Priest of Risen Christ Church...


Today did you
Talk to someone you like: er... yes i think
Kissed anyone: nope
Get sick: nope
Talk to an ex: ?
Miss someone: yes
Eat: yes... i don't fast...


Best feeling in the world
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: last time~
What's under your bed: first aid box, dumbbell, wire and switches...
Who do you really hate: no one gua... cause i won't hate a person over 10 minutes
What time is it now: 7.40pm


Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: yes
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: future yes i think...
Do you smile often: yes gua...
Do you like your hand-writing: hehe... i like hong hui's, ours are quite same.. but can differentiate easily
Are your toe nails painted: nope
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: i'm ok...
What color shirt are you wearing now: light, fade green
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: just reached home
When did you cry last: walao... scroll down and see the post i did before... answered that ques
Are you a friendly person: yes gua...X]
Do you have any pets: pond of peacock fishes...
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: ?
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: nope
Do you sleep with the TV on: yes sumtimes
What are you doing right now: doing this tag, why every tag have these kinda same ques?
Have you ever crawled through a window: yes
Can you handle the truth: yes
Are you too forgiving: told you i don't hate a person over 10 minutes...
Are you closer to your mother or father: father...


Who was the last person you cried in front of: televisyen
How many people can you say you've really loved: God, my parents, my family, my friends
Do you eat healthy: emm... dunno
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: ??
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: em chai...
Are you confident: err... no..


5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. stay in Kedah Road flat with Granny & 2 aunts
2. watch 真情 and other TVB dramas...
3. 3rd year of wearing specs since 4 years old...
4. study in Union Kindergarden
5. play with my toys and jigsaw puzzles...


5 things on my to-do list today
1. church / dragon boat
2. collect shoes in Gurney
3. TV, online
4. eat, bath, sleep
5. study? if i hav time


5 snacks I enjoy
1. cookies
2. chocolate, sweets
3. chips
4. ice-creams
5. yogurt


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. save
2. invest
3. multiply
4. donate
5. use it for what i like or needed


5 of my bad habits
1. Lazy
2. very lazy
3. super lazy
4. loves to stick on to TV and computer
5. enjoys too much of relaxation.... ( super duper lazy!!!)


5 places I have lived in
1. Penang
2. Kajang (relatives)
3. Melaka (relatives)
4. K.Kinabalu (dragon boat race)
5. Australia (short holiday trip)

5 jobs I've had
1. Sec for Scout
2. Treasurer for School Graduation Mag.
3. Head of Discipline for BOM
4. Asst. Sec for Dragob Boat
5. 3 asst. monitor in 4SA3

5 people I tag
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
who want volunteer??? hehehe~
let me think 1st... i'll let u know in ur blog.... XP

Tagged by Tan Tee Jin

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

01. What have you been doing recently?
Meetings... 6 meetings in 3 days... wa si siao liao!!!

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Seldom

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Still in church...

04. When did you last cry?
Last week... not really cry...家好月圆's fault...hehe..

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
I believe more in God...

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Hardworking-ness in me...

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Both a 'Nope', just walk or run myself to a shelter...

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My pillow~

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Time for God

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I don't think so~


12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Kung Fu Panda( through jo's iPod)

14. What are you proud of?
My God, My family, My friend, Penang Forward Sports Club and a lit. of my sch...

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
How on earth can i remember..? Hotmail has 5GB of mail storage, and i'm only using 4% of it...

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
hmm... 承诺 i think... during JTC...?

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Yes.

18. What does your last received text message say?
Complaint from cwee, said i din update my blog... X]

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
10.00p.m. ...? earliest in my week record... too tires after db..

20. Are you currently happy?
okok lar...

21. Who gives you best advice?
God, my cousin, my family...

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
No.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Woei Loon!!!

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
My few-months-late projects and going-to-hand-in expedition log

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Kassim~~!!

26. Do you wear toe socks?
No.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
My dad

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes la... abo~!?!

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Poor attitude

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
mai kah lu gong!! hiakhiak XP

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope

32. What is the colour of your room?
Pure White...

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
No. What do you think that after having a billion dollars for a day and have hell-days after death? Or can u spend that billion dollars happily throughout your lifetime?

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?
Nope

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me, Myself and I

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Friends or my lit. sis..? forgot liao...

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
huh..?

38. Do you have a life?
Quite

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't die?
Yes

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
I like that song..? is that the answer you want?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
When was my last dream?....

42. Last time you smiled?
this morning..?

43. Have you changed this year?
Yes a lit....

44. What are you listening right now?
Nothing...

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Myself...? Monologue within myself thinking how to answer...

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Mostly open

47. Is there a quote you live by?
积极, 面对生活的每一天,
珍惜, 每一分每一秒,
明天才会更好……

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
No.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yes.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
Sleep at 10p.m. and promised myself to wake up at 10.45pm

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Sleeping

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
hahah... I dun have any...

53. What song best describe your love life?
-... told you i dun have any...

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
No.

55. Who always make you laugh?
People around me...

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Yea..

57. favourite website(s)?
er... websites bout autos, photography forums, lit bout astronomy and scouting skills

58. What's your middle name?
huh..?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Go to school... briefing...

60. What do you think you are like?
How i know...?

61. Who will you choose to die with?
only me... hope the rest can organize my funeral well... haha...

62. Where have you been today?
Church... Gurney, Chillies and home...

63. What game do you play often?
Sports games...? i dun really play com. games... my eyes get blur easily...

64. Who are you missing right now?
My cousin in U.S.

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
My God and family.

66. What are you doing right now?
Typing the word 'TYPING'.... =.=!!!.. swt

67. Which primary school are you from?
Union Primary School aka UPS

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
blue (not pure blue), white, black? orange? yellow? grand red?

69. What emotion you like to show?
emm chai lar...

70. What is your life to you?
God's blessing

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Sit, think, ask and solve.

72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
Nobody, lazy to sign in... or else my butt will be stuck to the chair till dinner...

73. Who do you admire most?
alot of people...

74. Which month are you born in?
May

75. How are you feeling right now?
Little headache...

76. What is the time now?
6something

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
Kuai l*n... X]

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
i think i'm nt gonna dye my hair..

79. Why are you doing this test?
Give face to that guy~ haih...wtd...

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Think of somebody else who are in a worst condition.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
depends...

82.Who is more important to you?
God, family & relatives, friends.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
do the things i've nvr done before or i failed to do last time...

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
er...

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
sometimes...

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
travel around the world... with my backpack and camera...


87. What is your goal for this year?
not to drop out from A class...

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yup

89. What feeling do you love most?
Happy.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
hello~~!?! or else you live in deep forest


91.What feeling you hate the most?
Target-less.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.

93. Do you believe in God?
Yes, I do...

94. Who cares for you most?
God, my family.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Time.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
My Gang.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
did not prepare anything for exams and sat for it. Imagine my exams in this year...

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
My life has to go on.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Depends.

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Pekchik... one more tag to go...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

今天,原本是学校假期,但是我身为童军赌瘾者,还是去学校……
后面的scout den开会……
开会完了大约4点多……就和两位‘死党’去aunty那边吃饭……
吃着时,我们谈到一些人……

我说了一句话
那一句话,我现在还记得
记得一清二楚……

那一句是句没人性的话……
他其实只是态度上,语气上有点毛病……
对我,可说是比起其他大多数人说话的语气好多了
为什么我还说出那么的一句话?
我还是朋友吗?
幸亏他没在场……我也相信其他两位不会记在心里或者说出去
但是一言既出,驷马难追……

我不是ismail,说过的话可以过后乱乱造理由补回……
但是,我说的真是真心的……

毛病就是在那儿,那么多年了,也没有说出口……
也不想因此伤感情……

可是既然不要说,为何还介意他的毛病呢?
我真的染上伟隆的病了——矛盾!
我知道现在说什么也没用,只能真心说抱歉……

对不起~~!!
至少我现在知道了自己的弱点,以后不会重犯

想起我以前快口快言,不会顾及他人感受
甚至在部落格唱人……有点幼稚……
算了吧……过去的就让它随着时间飘送……
不过,今天学校那个guard,脸像hell-boy的


教了我一句:
hari ini takde skolah,u scout mia jangan mainmain lagi...
semua balik, balik~~~!!!!
还加多一句……
sini ade apa-pa rosak tau hilang semua saya tanggung u tau!?!

哈哈,我倒觉得最后一句伟隆应该学起来,应为他需要
照顾所有Scout Den Properties!!!



嘿嘿……幸亏伟隆没有用internet...
*我没有shoot他,他真的很尽责!

Friday, September 5, 2008

P*NNEI

这P*nnei, 是今年教我班sivik的老师。
年头进来,整天叫我们打扫课室,倒垃圾,抹窗……
凯圣Joel还有伟宗的箱子(用来装课本)也要过问……
就在那边呱呱叫:
ei, YOU mia arl-ma-ri ye! I kasi buang sama you...!!!
酱子就可以过整节的课了
最近她也开始教书,但是班上同学在她节时个个都online
《周公-online》嘿嘿,很好玩的……
她就在那边摆丑脸……
aunty, you tau apa tu BORING tak?!?
有时她很chi-ko, 可说是 chia-po 一等级……
连我们4SA3这种天真无邪的 gina 也要下手……
她走来走去check功课时,就跟armtua源泰说:
ai-cher~~ You ini ada misai loe~~ handsome hor!!
我们整班就笑她chi-ko,七老八十还不要脸……
她就在那边好像前世没看过entao-baa,自己以为拾到宝酱沾沾自喜……
WALAO!!!
还有,有时上课上到一半,她可以和伟宗玩电眼……
伟宗看她可怜,没人要陪她玩才陪她玩,
玩完过后她会在那边笑,有时就讲伟宗entao
想到都要吐!!!aiks!!!
她不只是玩我们的班,还玩埋兆炜
我还亲自看到她要cubit兆炜的nait*u……
你们是不是意想不到这样子的老师能教sivik这科崇高的科目……
Jason就给了我一个很好的答案:
这种老师不教sivik还能做什么呢?
哈哈……

对了,最近,她的“姨妈”好像是来找她……

昨天她一进班就乱骂一顿……
讲我们没做功课,就一个一个来check...
结果有做没交的全部demerit……
搞到全班天下大乱
靖敏就很beh syok,站起来骂
臭波奶!!!walao粗咯~
据说那不是"姨妈"而是更年期...哈哈
她扣我的分数时,还xiong我一下
我就趁机xiong回她
心里,非常激动,毕竟那是我在上午班第一次dimerit叻!
就骂她:
黎掩住来!小心过马路被牛车压扁!
别人还不用紧,你就不一样,因为你跟柏油路的颜色没有两样!!!

哈哈……幸亏她听不懂,不然我就死了!
 

Thursday, August 28, 2008

tagged by Grace Lim

walao...actually i'm quite busy to post these days and even if i do i don't know where to start from... and now i'm LUCKILY being tagged by my cousin sis... haha...

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?

i'll keep it in my wallet... jimat cermat mar... haha..

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
hmm... there's alot... scouting(allah~scout again..)=P, dragon boat,drawing, hiking, cycling, swimming(miss that), watch drama series(looking forward for 家好月圆^^), listen musics, watch movies... etc..(lazy 2 list out le...)

3. What kind of news do you read?
Sports, Entertainments and some of politics stuff.
>>>read star! haha...


4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
dun really understand the ques.... paiseh~~

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
haha... no la...学生时期ler....haha...summore i'm 好学生……!!

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
cannot larh... u tot Robbinson Crusoe izzit!?!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
me, myself & i... haha... no la... actually the urutan goes like this
>>>God, family, friends & relatives... greedy hio?

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
complete this post? em do my tasks loe... no need to list out here gua...

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
hmm... depends on 天时地利人和 haha...bt mostly a NO... =)

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
3 points no enough la~ haha... she so sayang me...

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
beautiful in the eyes of mine... haha... dunno la... 随缘罢 !!

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
which he/she if a normal he/she is 自大...if the he/she is from 11 then i can't think of anything cause there's a saying 'love will make you blind' ..haha...

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
killing is a sin lar... Amen...

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
really tough choice...cookies...?

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy... happy=rich but rich MAYnot=happy

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
lazyness...this character has been my 'DIGI' since i'm small... ;)

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
u mean 诉心者?haha... dunwan tell...blek

18. Name one song and why.
the rose... trisha yearwood...i kinda prefer her version... very calm...

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Having a wonderful family given by God...

20. If you have a million ringgit,what would you do?
save it, invest it, multiply it and do whatever i wished to do~~!!

i tag Bro HK, teejin, jinsheng(he din update his blog for a long time liao), michelle kuan...

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Diagnostic Test

今天在学校必须考diagnostic test……
超费的……每一张paper的时间都很长,但是他只须10分钟的时间就可以settle了
老师又不能收纸,所以我们全班都很sien……
joel 就开始带头在骂,骂那些骑马的人,
世豪 更不用讲,他从一看到题目就在那边像recorder一样说
酱没有standard的题目,简直就是拉我们的standard下来罢了!
jason 在我旁边一看到题目纸就说
又在浪费资源,砍伐树木,印废纸
我在那边看周围人的反应,当然包挂老师
老师自己还在那边暗笑……
我自己也在座位想,马来西亚的教育是什么东西?
今天的test我看了在想,
政府是要考我们小学3年级的英文,还是要考我们造句?
比如有一题physics:
statement: >at 5600m above sea level, the atmospheric pressure is about 50000Pa >an aircraft travelling at an altitude of 11000m will experience an atmospheric pressure of 25000Pa
question: what is the atmospheric pressure at an altitude of 11000m?
answer: A. 5600m B. 11000m C.25000Pa D.50000Pa

我看了自己也不敢相信,以为题目要抓人,哪里知道是我想太多……
我又看看白板,班上同学在add maths旁边写着:
多余数学……
哈哈……原本我很爱这一科,因为他够有挑战性,
但今天的问题全班大约十分钟就完成35个问题……你说呢?

对了,说到
“多余”这两个字……
我脑海里即刻出现了moral和sivik这两科……
你去问你周围的人什么是moral一定会有一个人会跟你说
moral就是背完那30++个nilai和defenisi的东西
sivik呢?
………………
没有人会回答,一些喜欢shoot人的人可能会给你这个答复罢
一定是你们现在的人没道德,所以给你们读多一科…… swt...

说完这两科,接下来就是一本“
美丽的谎言”……
美丽的谎言”我通常只会用在学会的report……
因为很多人喜欢
kang report……乱乱kap……
但这次“
美丽的谎言”是用在sejarah课本上……
你去问问看你的父母,他们以前读的历史,有没有读到hang tuah和他那班兄弟……
为什么我们目前的历史课本没有了他们的存在了呢?
原来他们消失在历史课本的原因很简单……
他们不是骑马的,他们是姓华的……
是为了要保护马六甲被泰国攻打才从中国派过来的……
在2000年时,考古学家在吉兰丹发现了有至少900岁的石碑(姓华的)……
为什么我们却没在课本上读到呢?
其他元素,相信你自己也可以发现……

发现历史课本里种种的荒谬!!
因此,历史不及格可说是好事,为什么?
因为证明了你不会说谎!!!

大马教育被学生恨到入骨……
我本身觉得它很失败…… 
但我觉得我们因该感到一点点的荣幸……
骑马的人小时送奶瓶,老时送tongkat……
姓华的什么都没有……
但是姓华的智慧高比骑马的高……
所以不需要奶瓶和tongkat,
也能找工作,也能吃3餐,也能生存,而且骑的不是普通的烂马,

是马塞地和宝马的马!






















Wednesday, July 16, 2008

心酸的他

今天,他脸上好像被人连掴了几巴掌……

整天的心情只能用心酸两个字形容。

他对它的爱,难道就只到此为止?

人人说:爬得越高,摔得越痛;爱得越深,伤得越痛

如今他 一一感受到……

他为了它,付出了精神,付出了金钱,付出了时间……

换回来的是 一头空。

好比如把硫酸倒在他心上的疤痕,

犹如把剑刺伤他的心,毁灭他的心灵,毁灭他的奋斗精神,毁灭了他的目标……

他为了它牺牲了与最爱他的她与他的时间,令深爱他的她与他心痛,连累了疼爱他的她与他,让爱护他的她与他担忧……

他为了它毫不犹豫地把大好的良好发展机会抛至九泉之外,差点儿成了千古恨,差点儿成了过街老鼠……

他为了它牺牲了他目前的主要目标,忘了他目前的身份,忘了他目前的本分

他为了它放弃了他所想要得,他所想追求的……

难道这所谓的是毫无条件的?

难道这所谓的是不求回报的?

难道世界上就没有公平的字眼?

一直以来相信命运就在自己手中的他,如今却被自己手中的命运玩弄。

难道这一切就是人人口中的早已被注定的命运

目前的他,都不想懂得……

难道它所付出的一切,得到的就是那么的信任吗?

他心中深感犹如被利用的感觉。

唯能痴痴地等待奇迹的到来,自己也无法帮助自己,无能为力。

他一直责问自己为何当初那么天真,为何当初选了这条路。

他的诉心者早已离去,到了远处……

这几年来的他已没了诉心之处,只好将所有的一切埋在心底,

脸上却还挂上笑容,摆出一幅可说是活泼的样子,

尝试逗他周围的人开心,

尝试为他自己及周围的人带来无穷的欢笑,

麻醉自己,让自己忘记伤害……

诉心者,您听见他心底的苦苦哀求声吗?

您看见他多年来所遇见的风风雨雨吗?

您感受到他目前毫无生气的心情吗?

他只好默默地等待着,等待着诉心者的归来…………

Thursday, June 19, 2008

walao eh~

最近真的是够忙够累……
首先是要准备童军P/S的面试还有级长团的Mid-year Camp
还不用紧,我能撑……
再来拜五Y.E.开会,下拜一Annual Dinner & Mid-year Camp开会,下拜三毕业刊开会
还不用紧,我能撑……
收Mid-year camp的钱,完成下午班的表格
还不用紧,我能撑……
童军VENTURE CAMP的LOG BOOK必须短时间内完成,目前已算迟交了
还不用紧,我能撑……
学校一大把功课……
SIAO EH!!!你以为我是铁人咩!?!
我做什么都好,最讨厌就是做功课,尤其是跟你表明date-line,不然扣你分数的那种,
现在处在叛逆时期的我们会很tl这种作风的咯!

还有,老师大佬,吊颈都要陶吓气麻……
黎都“吾色DO”的!!!

walao eh~现代的老师……

sry,我就是那么的坏了……


Friday, June 13, 2008

再次说声对不起!……

真的非常抱歉,小弟最近又再没空……
无法写blog……
再加上小弟礼拜五到下周礼拜一身不在家(13/6-16/6)
要到沙巴参与龙舟比赛……
只希望一切顺利……
还有想要恭喜T.T. Crew出生了!!!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Venture Camp...Expedition/01

在5月30日-6月1日,你如果有经过Wisma Pengakap的话,你可能会看到那边有很多很多一支一支的竹……也会同时看到有很多‘黑人’在绑竹,哈哈……
那一群‘黑人’当中,有一个就是我
这Venture Camp共有四间学校参与,其中包括了钟灵日新Sri PinangSMK Tun Hussein Oon
当然钟灵的人数居多,一共30名童军!!!hiong leh~~!!
这个camp第一个活动——EXPEDITION!!!
就是我最喜欢的,也是钟灵童军的骄傲……
当然啦,谁会忘记PULAU BETONG之旅!?! haha……
我队的第一站是“红头兵”a.k.a. FRU
过后是升旗山脚缆车站,再来极乐寺
然后到Kg. MelayuPdg. Suria……
一路上当然是由我和杰严带队啦!
我们俩已经放慢了速度,走得很慢了(对我们来讲……)
但是我们亲爱日新的P/L & Qm
一直在后面喊:“喂……慢一点……
pu tuor lar!
弄到我和杰严一个不爽,一个ki T.L. ...
但是我们俩忍气吞声,还在那边假装笑笑……
跟P/L讲“不好意思har...,我们平时走路就是酱了的……
nah...去你的!你看了这一篇,不知道谁现在最不好意思……
算了,我跟杰严还有两位大佬:耀耀和华健继续走……
过了Kg. Melayu,他们又要休息
大佬,走Expedition哪里可以酱的!
你老爸有没有教过你:一寸光阴一寸金,寸金难买寸光阴!?!
早早走完它快点休息嘛……还要在那边拖,
是不是要拖到槟威大桥?!?
之前带你们走那么多捷径也没有用了啦!
我跟杰严原本的目标,也就是第一队完成任务,渐渐泡汤=(
可怜的我们还是忍气吞声,不想出声!
休息过后我们继续赶路,到了钟灵时就遇上了其他两队,
幸亏他们没做完任务,所以我队还是第一队抵达终点!!!
还有
杰严,在这里走Expedition的话,你还是输我的,因为这里是我的地盘!
*我没那么串过……哈哈……
有那里得罪的先说声对不起啦,我只是说我那时的心情……


Wednesday, June 4, 2008

大头来电

那天要到朋友的家练舞
练到很迟很pekchik
大约到了四点酱,我冲了凉就和几位兄弟‘马剖'
要睡时谨心的电话突然响了起来
谨心 大头 Vince 耀祖

ma cherh 酱迟谁来的?
har har har 'chat lou' 来liao
哈哈
[接电话]
哈罗
请问大头在吗?
打错了啦
[拿电话]
畏。。。
请问大头在吗?
等下。。。
[在手机旁大喊‘大头!!’]

har...
大头在pangsai lar....
不要啦,我要找大头。。。
等下啦,他在pangsai
[vince就跟他讲电话,不过讲了什么我就不懂]
后来我们也关了电话~
他又打来~

我要大头
这边没有大头,只有lanciao 头

[哈哈哈哈哈哈]
什么lanciao 头!?!lanciao 头是吗?!?我不要,我只要大头!!!

没有啦!!刚才玩你的。。。
[开始有哭腔]我要大头!!!不然你跟我讲你在那里我去找你。。。
我也不知到我在那里喔。。。
不要啦。。。我要大头!!我要大头!!!
siao eh!!!
[我就酱关了他的电话]
畏,不要啦很geli 你知道吗!?!
siao eh酱迟还有人打电话geli咯
不用怕啦。。。[其实我有点怕,只是不要把事搞大,假装讲的]
不要啦,等下他有GPS system 找到这里的话叻
不会的啦,警察都没有,他哪里会有?!?

[冲到楼下开保安系统,吩咐永杰要小心]
刚才玩到很过分了
不会啦,整天有人酱打来我电话来找事的
但是他的声音好像要哭要哭的
不要想那么多啦
[拿被单盖头]
耀祖,至少给我接触到你的手啦
harhar... 我怕他等下上来拿刀砍我们
哈哈不会的啦。。。
是酱的话我们等下醒来跟他讲是子扬玩他就可以了
(兄弟就是酱的咯,刚才听我玩时还在那边笑)
没有事的啦。。。
畏你有念经吗?我不会的咯。。。
我只会一点点的心经,刚才念了。。。
[其实我也爱心里念了天主教的经]

[这时永杰开门,我们四人吓了一跳都坐了上来]
永杰:我的大老从龙尾来着。。。哈哈。。。
[又走了出去]
畏!谁是你大老?
你又知道有人打电话来的?!?
没有啦,我跟他讲的。。。


不能完全怪我,因为真的有人乱打电话给我
问我马经,白粉又骂粗口。。。
我通常的反应就是陪他乱说还是开着电话让他说餐饱
这次我的感觉是那人会不会发生了不测


我们四人睡了,第二天到了补习才知道
'大头' guan lai 是
Anthony Tan...
shit la!!!!


Finally... I'm back at home..!!

I'm back sleeping in my own bed at last..!!!
after days and days of straying outside at my friend's house, Wisma Pengakap, school....
but most of all... i think it's quite worth it...
we can only live this kind of lifestyle during high schools and university days...
really do appreciate every second
although a portion of it really do sucks..full of sick people... sick incidents...
all those 'kuailan' things which makes you really 'tulan' and 'pekchik'...
but without these f**king stuff, how is it to show us what is shiok or enjoyable live...?
i remembered my senior Stanley said 吃得苦中苦,方为人上人 during my 1st scout troop meeting in secondary school...
so those kuailan stuff isn't really bad right?

*i'm good boy lai... sometimes just need to use some rough words for me to describe easily...paiseh ya..^^

Sunday, June 1, 2008

SORRY... =(

真的真的很抱歉。。。 酱久没有POST上来。。。
其实不能完全怪我,因为有很多很多活动
忙到我‘踢晒脚’,好累啊!!
之前有龙舟比赛,过后要帮忙准备童军营火会,又要练舞
而今天才刚从童军的VEBTURE CAMP回来。
最近也晒到又,很多人都不认得我。
我三姑还射了我一句∶如果我躺在椅子上,她就看不到我了
(椅子是木的深巧克力色)... [她有点swt,但是很可爱,哈哈]
亲朋戚友看到我都要siong着我一下才叫我因为怕叫错人
真是呜呼哀哉!!!
对不起咯,你们明明知道我假期还比上课时还要忙的,
不然的话,我就不叫陈子扬!!!

Friday, May 16, 2008

my blog sux...

最近有位X人士告诉我说我的blog很sien...
又有位Y人士在他的blog叫我唱衰他...
他们两人给我的conclusion是:我应该在我blog的唱衰人.

哎!哎!哎!
问题来了!我身为一位浪漫主义的blogger,会在我的blog唱衰人么?!?
我真不明白为什么我的一些些朋友老是喜欢在blog里唱衰人。。。
就像一些什么饮茶馆啦。。。
虽然他唱得蛮有技巧的,我蛮喜欢,不妨你去参观。。。
但一些人很乖懒,在他的blog里面叫你去唱他。。。
可能他爽咯。。。
为了实现他的梦想,我就为了这位死党,牺牲一次破戒。。。
唱衰他!!!

其实他本人蛮好,
但是常常在不应该乱人的时候,做乖懒事情,
你会觉得他很像思想未成熟,很无知的小孩,
所以很多人都会叫他死小孩 a.k.a si-gi-na
*其实它也是酱称呼他自己的*
但是每当你一想起他是死小孩,你就不会生他的气了
因为小孩就是那么的“天真
还有他走起路来一摇一摆
很有自己的style
又可以让你辨认出来哪又是死小孩的风格。。。
所以说他走起路来蛮的。。。
龙舟时,他也是最劲的,
因为他拿的浆比一般人拿的还要
也叫做"dai-kong" ore
*就是在船的后面整天玩steering的咯*
之前修炼过水上飘移
但是飘到荷兰的那种
他是星光粉丝,也就是误导我整天追星光大道的人。。。
他是我的supplier
*不是有料片,是港剧。。。
他也是破坏了我几样东西的人,
善恶有报,有一次让我弄不见他的钥匙。。。
muahahaha....但我不是有心的。。。

写了这一篇post 好像失去了我的原则,
死小孩你感动了吗?我为了成全你浪费了我的睡眠及宝贵的时间。。。
你满意了没有?!?

Monday, May 12, 2008

生日快乐

岂有此理!!MU赢佐?!?f***!! shit!!
身为anti-MU的我,眼白白看着MU拿起奖杯,系莫大的耻辱,眼渊啊!!!

但是偏偏在这一刻,我家人就为我办个惊喜生日会。。。
顺返我条气。。。
连平时早睡的阿妹为佐我到半夜仲没困。。。感动。。。
我老母买佐蓝梅芝士挞士多卑利芝士挞巧克力蛋糕。。。
我阿妹也同老母一起做了张生日卡给我。。。(系我妹由史以来做过最美的。。哈哈)
sorry...我有话直说。。。
你想知我许佐么愿?
哈哈。。。
妄想! 人地讲说出来就不灵了。。。对不起。。。

上佐楼上,进了房间,看到谨心同身在美国的二姐个chatroom...
二姐祝我生日快乐仲call佐我。。。
岂有此理的郭谨心日日夜夜想着他个得闲饮茶馆。。。
要我看他个blog...一句生日快乐都吾。。。这叫做兄弟了罢。。。
原本写这post系很正面的。。。谨心系你迫我的。。。
*哈哈射到他了。。。爽!*

Sunday, May 11, 2008

最近行衰运

最近不知点解一直行衰运。。。
悲哀。。。悲哀。。。
ok la 就由我从上星期讲起。。。
我房个冷气机坏了,自己自动off。。。
算了罢,我忍。。。
但是天气实在太热了。。。忍不住爬上橱按粒button...
当我想下来时。。。‘砰!’一声, 个橱坏了,
我在上面好像坐电梯酱跌下来。
还在我右脚上留下好长的疤。。。

到了这星期,昨日我玩我老豆部摄影机。。。
拿了张memory卡出来又放不进了。。。
我慢慢放进去,结果整坏部机。。

还有。。。今次还同谨心所说的Kaptain K有关。。。
我父母不让我去龙舟练习,
我求我老豆求到好辛苦,他后来才答应(应该是被我感动了...haha),但我老母反对。。。
在她她睡时去。。。
在母亲节酱伟大的日子,平时廿四孝的我竟然在母亲节隐瞒她?!?
成何体统?
Kaptain K你欠我。。。
今日去龙舟不知系不系隐瞒老母的报应,
划到一半,肚痛。。。

不止酱,
回到屋,因为迟到,取消同亲爱的祖母食晚餐。。。
悲哀。。。
明日我生日。。。不知会不会转运呢?希望系啦。。。

exams...

haih... exams coming...
this makes me stressed up...
my parents forfeited me from going dragon boat trainings...
sry js & danny...



first paper for exam is Biology...
well...i don't really got the whole concept yet... too bad...
besides my 'pelangi' Bio reference book kinda sucks... cause it does not help much unlike other refence books...
It's kinda weird for me this year...cause usually during my birthdays i'll be sitting for exam in school, but this year's different.
This year i'll be sitting in school revising cause it falls on 'exam eve'...
hmm... it's good news or bad news..?
besides i have not made up my mind whether i should 'ponteng' on Mon...
just need a quiet place for me to do revising...
O ya... if i 'm going to school on Mon, i'll have a chance to see lots of new haircuts...hehe...
as last week was 'free haircut' day for CLHS students... haha....
poor thing JX, Litchen, Vince, BengHuang, Yungwei etc... kena 'free treatment'...haha...
sry guys... condolences...

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Happy Mother's Day to all!!!

Well, tomorrow's Mother's Day...
There are tons and tons of advertisments from Ogawa... yu yan sang... astro on demand etc...
but there is one advertisment touched me the most... which is the one with the voucher...
espeacially when the lit. boy said..'我爱妈妈...时间:永远永远'


there's a question popped out in my mind....
how long i didn't say 'Daddy, Mommy i love you'...
hmm... there is once my moral teacher said 'grab the chance to tell your parents that you love them' i think this is quite true...
and my Bm teacher also said..'let go your ego, what's so hard for you to say anything like i don't know or sorry, just be brave and say it'...


Yesterday night when i was in the car , on Lite'n'easy (104.4) there is a lady wanted to delicate a song to her father... when she was talking to the DJ, she cried...
DJ asked her why, she said her father just passed away that day and she said that she was beside her father all along and had plenty of chances to say 'I love you' but she didn't do it...
she regret...


there is a chinese saying '树欲静而风不止,子欲养而亲不待'....
so...i'll try to say that to my mum this year no matter what...
wish me luck so that my parents won't be frighthen like hell...haha....

4SA3

Well, my class 4SA3 CLHS
is a crazy class full of 'monkeys'...sorry guys..
if u ask me whether i like my class or my school...
nope... i don't like my school but i love it!! haha..爱吾钟灵!!
I love this school because this is a place where i meet quite close friends and where i grow...
time flies everyday and i appreciate every seconds in school...
although some times it is bored and sucks...

kay, back to my class...
now we have 4 monitors...
凯圣... a bomer... releases harmful 'gas' in your face whenever you wants it...
lol...sorry la... kinda hyperbole it...
next we have Elson...
this cute little boyboy...haha... no la...he's very responsible
pitty him have to walk quite far all the way from home to school sometimes...
and then the last Mr. Shi Hun...
one of the Kadet Police...they march very 'yeng'... sacrifices alot of time for trainings...




Shi Hun, Khye Sirng and me with Miss Hii
too bad Elson went marching training...



sitting beside me is math & science Pro. Jason Cheah...
very good in science subject but hates language subjects...
in front of me are Joel and dailou Hong Hui...
Joel is in school drama...pretty boy...lol...
Hong Hui is 'sar jin' in KRS...
thn doggy Chern Yew... also a kaki bomer... have the same 'attack/defend skills' as 凯圣...
Jin Yang...the one who has the title 'Yang di-Sanjungi Firaun... ' and so on..too long for me to remember...sorry...


After introducing my 'neighbours',next we have
chicken wing Hong Yuan and Opera singer Shi Hao... we were in the same class for the past 3 years...
thn brothers in scout...Geo, Hock Sheng-love hiking, jingmin-mimu, yunhuai-'乖巧'...
the St.John gang...tcl, kangchien, prince yewyi & yanduan sitting infront...
and 2 chefs who won cooking competition- ChunEu and Eugene...
thn 'Jay chou'-Tzechuen , sing yew, peithong-admire his handwritting very tidy, shooter Weilee, Ben, Tick, 'Fatimah'..sry.., 'arm tua' Guanthye, 'amanda', flying worm-feichong, wonderful--pamelo, weisiang, shaolin-yungwei, weiloon-yeah...arsenal rocks and lastly jianrong...



wa...kinda tired introducing my classmates... next introducing our teachers...
ahem...
Form teacher: Mr. Ng Nam --- panitia pend. moral...teaches us moral of course...
BC teacher: 孔老师... vry good teacher... you can just simply throw her a poem and she'll be able to explain to you...
BM teacher: Miss Yeoh Guat Ling.... banyak 'ohm'... extremely experienced high standard teacher...
BI teacher: ahem...this lady...we also call her '阳光美少女'..blek.. hmm.. quite good in hynotizing with her literature...
MM: Mr. Ng Swee Tiang ...haha...also vry hardworking...
Add math: Teacher Hong Yan Mei...very smart... hmm her Prada bag...haha...
Bio...: very experienced teacher in our school... sometimes laugh like witch... but sometimes very cute...lol... you'll know when you've been taught by her...
Chemy: Teacher Sim Ee Pei... Chicken Lit.- tat's what Teejin called her last year... very hardworking... everytime you see her in staff room, you'll see her looking through all her reference books...
Physics: Teacher Chin Wee Kem... also a very good teacher...
Sj: Teacher Kong Mei Yuet.... very geng in shooting people...
Pjk: Teacher Loh Siew Lee.... kind hearted... quite active in Tzu Chii...
Sivic: Pn. Ponnei...haih... always 'ma-te-la-mat' here 'arl-ma-riie' there...
o-ya, i almost forgot our 鲁花姐 USM trainee from Sibu...
we were very close to this teacher... she's quite 'talented' in teaching..haha...
hope she's fine there...

having a class photo on her last day of teaching in CLHS...25th April '08


well, i'm enjoying my secondary school life alot...!
Hope all of you are also enjoying it...

Hello...

Hi...I'm back..!!

em...It's been a long time i stopped blogging since form 1 or 2 because of laziness haha...
Recently being influenced by frineds and relatives i started blogging again...
This time i'll improve everyday...
~stay happy, keep smiling~